PLEASE FORGIVE ME

               
             Born and groomed in a world of affluence. Pursuing career and not character. Pampered and highly decked with ornaments by my parents as their only daughter. Always cherished and made to be in the company of classy fellows. little did they know that they were inputting in me foxes that spoil the vine.
I was not after home activities. As a matter of fact, such was for the maids. I always carry my shoulders high thinking that no other woman is as pretty as i am. Going out with friends and being at event places were my hobbies. I was leaving in me a horrifying hollow which could swallow me up by my reckless characters.
I got addicted to evil vices like insubordination, hawker and all illicit life. My parents could not control me anymore. I have grown wings and charted my course away from home. I render my parents advice useless. I was always clubbing.
              the bread of deceit is sweet but afterward the mouth shall be filled with gravel.

I became famous in illicit behaviour; hanging out with men friends. I became as awful as rotten egg.
"i am sharing this to you because i have learnt my mistakes and pleading for forgiveness"
           
              Later i got married to a man who loves me but hated my illicit acts. We were not glued together in marriage because  my awful behaviour formed a deep gap between us. We were living as cats and dogs. No matrimonial reverence. I could not do house chores. i didn't know how to deal humbly to my husband. We were square pegs in a round hole. My home was a battle ring.
I have cried but crying could not solve the situation. My husband had threatened to send me packing but been a noble man, he still gives me opportunity to turn a new leaf. But i could not do it on my own.
            Thanks be to God who sent a lady with a message of grace to me. I received it and got repented of my illicit acts. I admitted my faults and decided to make amend of all my mistakes.
I went to my husband, knelt down before him and pleaded for forgiveness. I was dazed when he wholeheartedly accepted my plea, embraced and kissed me.
With tears running down my cheeks; i said to him, my dear please forgive me. He nodded in acceptance. Happily the joy of my family was restored and we began honeymoon.
           All that i lost in the days of my waywardness was restored to me because now i have the prince of peace in me. Jesus Christ the author of life.
I enjoin you to  accept him as i did and enjoy the peace of your home.