Tee Billz: Tiwa Savage's husband spoke about suicide attempt
Almost two years have passed since music executive Tunji Balogun, also known as Teebillz attempted a suicide which opened up issues relating to his marriage with Tiwa Savage.
In an interview he had with Linda Ikeji TV, the label owner explained that a consumption of alcohol played a negative role in his depressed condition at the time.
He revealed that his state of mind in the year 2016, encouraged him to live the life of a loner.
Though
he tried to keep up a pretentious act to ward off suspicion that things
weren't going well with him but it didn't do much to convince close
friends.
“Depression is a state of
mind. I can only speak from my own experience. You start losing interest
in a lot of things like your normal daily activities and approach to
things you do changes. It will be difficult for you to sleep and
concentrate. Depression has different stages depending on how deep it
is.
"A lot of people are
depressed, but they don’t know. From your behavioural pattern, you can
tell and sometimes depressed people pretend to be the happiest people on
earth. You see people smiling but dying inside.
“It
got to a point I didn’t want to be around people; I just wanted to be
alone. I was so messed up that I wasn’t myself. I was always alone and I
tried to use things like alcohol. Depression is a difficult thing and I
know many people out there go through it.
“Tunji
then was someone who lost his mind. When I go back to the things that
happened then, it is hard to believe it was me. People who know me knew
that something was wrong with me, but they could not understand. I was
still able to do normal stuff and pretended things were okay,” he revealed in the chat.
The aftermath of the suicide saw him develop an estranged relationship with pop star Tiwa Savage but both appear to be working on their relationship.
They have been spotted together in public, an opportunity that never presented itself in the morning of their fall-out.
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